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  • Latest Thing
    Wednesday, 12/07/2017


    I’m working on a website… In the process of looking into all the mind modifying stuff, some of which is documented here – I’ve discovered so many things outside the western approach to mental health – that I think can be useful to people. So I’m collecting them there in a more professional format – this site just exists because I make or research things that I then want to record somewhere… But it’s generally too weird to promote – people I know, don’t find it, I don’t think – only strangers who’re looking up the same subjects. Through this site over the years I’ve met up with or made contact with so many brilliant people; vegans, artists… David Icke – but the other one is going to reach out to regular types…
    So I’ve been looking into shamanism – OBVSOS – and I mean, if elements of that could

  • 2013 stuff…
    Tuesday, 13/06/2017


    I’ve got to reformat my old 2013 machine – rediscovered these from that year…
    Sean Hughes’s DVD, “Penguins” soundtrack – he wrote the words.  Can’t find the rest just now but this is the lead out version that he walks off stage to, which is why it goes on and on…
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    An animal rights ad campaign (It’s not as harsh as it sounds – it was like “Who do you think you are?” and then it would ask “Ethical Consumer?” and then it would show the reality of ethical farming… then “Who do you think you are?”, then on screen – “Conscious Customer”, then the reality of that product, etc. etc.
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    My favourite radio interview that year with Tim Key and Paul Foot – always makes me laugh…
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    And I have his permission to post this because I just think it’s very funny – might not be to anyone else…

  • Retune…
    Tuesday, 6/06/2017


    Someone wanted to buy that rose picture, I painted a couple of years ago… But for some reason I can’t let that one go anywhere… So this, instead – is another rose painting – a peony…

    The background implies sky – but is blurred – the point being – it’s outside time – it’s not meant to be a static object, rather an archetype. It’s white and innocent and pure to suggest the need for vulnerability, but at its core is the will to tune into that which is appropriate – to not be completely shut down to potential pain as pain is a necessary aspect of life, but to not be knowingly vulnerable in the wrong direction… Very difficult in practice but I guess that’s just part of growing up…
    I’m very grateful to the buyer, btw – this’ll be in the propinquity of actual art… As in – for art’s

  • PBN Perspective 4
    Tuesday, 30/05/2017


    I’ve got to write something here to make the website work – but it’s just the latest PBN Perspective – for May…





  • Now This Really IS Fiction…
    Sunday, 14/05/2017


    This really IS fiction – just like observation and then thought-experiment… and I need to look up some of that observational stuff to find out if it’s botanically accurate…
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    There’s a sign on the side of the pub, adjacent to my block, that asks people to leave quietly out of consideration for their neighbours. Unfortunately it’s positioned to be directed at me, the resident – insisting I show some respect to the warbling karaoke singers, fist-fighting gristleheads and loud swaying drunkmen.
    If one heads in the other direction though, away from the pub and the main road beyond, the city starts to pixelate into patches of nature. Money falls away by degree and the commerce that persists grows gradually weaker… Because now we see… not the genuine blooms of industry – no… these are more like… just weeds… There on the left for example, a cafe that’s not real –

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