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  • Buzzword…
    Saturday, 19/08/2017


    Just back from The Edinburgh Festival and so…
    Narcissism – often attributed to millenials, often slapped on the heads of middle aged men – this is the current manipulative insult of choice from those who feel aggrieved about the actions of another, but lack the resolve or ability to improve their own lives independently. The incessant misuse of this term has led to a misunderstanding of the condition so that many people, accused, are exactly what narcissism isn’t.
    In a way, narcissism is the opposite of someone being selfish – it is instead, the complete obliteration of the self in pursuit of approval. It’s essentially a preoccupation with one’s acceptability to others. If we could read the mind of Narcissus, as he gazes into the water – we’d discover that he isn’t viewing himself through his own eyes, but through the imagined eyes of his desired audience… “I love

  • Zuckerberg
    Monday, 31/07/2017


    A piece for three pianos that just showed up, though working out where all the notes actually were on the piano took literal sweat. Writing music is usually a more drawn out and interactive affair but these subconscious pieces are sort of likably weird…
    It’s called Zuckerberg – as in – an actual Zucker-berg. It looks like a great dome thing and is actually a temporally flattened psychic representation of what it is we, the creative are doing in life – the generational dance which delivers from hand down to hand – what it is to be human. Without the reminder, younger generations would be programmed out of their natural creative behaviour, so every artist who gives up big pieces of normality in service to their various visions isn’t really missing out, rather engaging in the only real game in town…
    So what happens in the piece is – society’s there, trying

  • More Portal Effect…
    Friday, 28/07/2017


    That portal effect from two posts ago – it happened to art as well…
    If you try to sell novel talent to the masses, for whom it would naturally hold little appeal, then the masses have a false model of success to aspire to, which distorts the existing sexual markets of female beauty and male achievment. Given that the masses are not naturally artistic, and given that these practices are falsely marketed as joyous and materially rewarding – most people’s attempts at success in this field, fall short – but with the erosion of their natural social capital through the imposition of new these false metrics, success at being cultured is now crucially important.
    So the corporate interest, that started the dynamic, sets in to cultivate it, with a lie to the aspiring, that – “I can make you a star” – because Pollock and Stockhausen were famous, weren’t they? And

  • Universal Law, Unobserved By Society…
    Sunday, 16/07/2017


    “The Things You Make, Take” – the act of innovation draws on the human soul for sustenance – and creates a deficit in the individual, exactly equal to the volume of its creation. This is a bigger observation than it seems – it accounts for the necessary failure of technology – nature moves as a single unified organism… and developments outside that symbiosis – don’t and can’t hold – not for long. Before making new decisions for our societies, we need to observe and truly understand the dynamic of “progress” within nature on its terms…
    Let’s look at the media as an obvious example. From the moment it was switched on – perhaps at the point of language, and certainly at the point of writing – it started destroying itself – because it acted as a parasite on human energy, which proceeded to systematically destroy its host’s ability to

  • Latest Thing
    Wednesday, 12/07/2017


    I’m working on a website… In the process of looking into all the mind modifying stuff, some of which is documented here – I’ve discovered so many things outside the western approach to mental health – that I think can be useful to people. So I’m collecting them there in a more professional format – this site just exists because I make or research things that I then want to record somewhere… But it’s generally too weird to promote – people I know, don’t find it, I don’t think – only strangers who’re looking up the same subjects. Through this site over the years I’ve met up with or made contact with so many brilliant people; vegans, artists… David Icke – but the other one is going to reach out to regular types…
    So I’ve been looking into shamanism – OBVSOS – and I mean, if elements of that could

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